My entire life is starting to bottle-neck.
I have chosen to ..
🕑 Added 2021-04-28 23:29:08 +0000 UTC
My entire life is starting to bottle-neck.
I have chosen to move away from North Carolina and the townhouse that I absolutely love. Still mulling over where I’ve settled on moving to, still looking for what to rent or if to buy. It’s 5 weeks till go, and I’ve just begun the enormous task of packing up my house. I am a homebody, nothing matters more to me than my home and the investment pieces, art, heirloom rugs I collect to make my home a haven. Now I’m going through it all and deciding what stays and what goes, what gets donated, and inevitably trying to hock the excellent stuff on eBay to make a buck. I am learning how to crate artwork and the heavy pieces I’ll be keeping. Opted to put my things in storage for a year and be a Digital Nomad. Made the very difficult decision to give up my Mercedes and the freedom of having wheels. I am keeping my move relatively quiet, not even telling many personal life friends, a type of “Irish Goodbye” because I’m entering a phase of my life where I need to protect my work, my plans, my hustle. I’ll be nose down, minding my own, building in silence.
In the meantime though, chaos rules everything around me and my day planner for April/May/June looks like a Jackson Pollock painting. Nonstop obligations, legal deadlines, business trips, final b00kings before my retirement, tying up loose ends, promises to family I’m trying my best to keep, the chaos of living amongst and out of half-packed open boxes scattered and stacked everywhere. I literally have timers set on my iPhone to remind myself to eat and hydrate throughout every day, because otherwise I’ll forget. That’s how busy I am. Then somehow in the middle of it all, during the two different specific 90-minute time windows of viable daylight in my house; I have to completely shif gears, rifling through those half-packed boxes to find my equipment, and attempt to get into the mental zone to sexualize my body and create something pornographic daily for OnlyFans too.
This is mayhem.
The next 5 weeks feels like some type of grotesque experiment in how many plates Jocelyn can keep spinning before they all crash to the floor☺️
I grabbed a moment of calm this morning, please enjoy this short clip. Next few weeks will be a bit more chill around here, bear with me, excellent things are coming later in June ✨
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