i’ve been quiet again mainly because i’m still very sad. thi..
🕑 Added 2022-03-10 21:16:02 +0000 UTC
i’ve been quiet again mainly because i’m still very sad. this has been a very hard year for me to put it mildly, and I’m just trying to get to the end of each day. i’ve already figured out what i want to do with this page, and organized it all so it’s a complete plan, just have to actually do it now hahaha but i know that i’m still very emotionally unstable so i’m not going to rush myself. despite having the worst time of my life, i’m very lucky and grateful to have gotten a temporary job. if i can show that i’m competent and likable and it all works out then i’ll possibly get the job permanently which, if you know about my situation, would be a life saver. my problem is it’s a dress very nicely type of job, and I have few nice outfits. i love thrift stores, but my dress size is 00 so it’s pretty much impossible to find anything. so later i’ll drop a very small photo set to try to get some funds for my work wardrobe hahaha i just want to make sure that if I don’t get the job permanently it’s because I’m incompetent, not because I wear the same 3 dresses on repeat. that being said, still alive!
