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🥺🙏💦😢[ big post warning / post gigante importante ] pt br - eng bellow (read more) Oi takee-husbandos
eu queria pedir desculpas a todos pq eu acho q o mes passado eu entrei numa espiral de decepção comigo mesma por não ter conseguido colocar o conteudo pra vcs a tempo para a pascoa
tipo, só saiu o video na pascoa e agr até quase 1 mes dps ainda to postando coisas
deve esttar extremamente enjoativo,,, me perdoem
a partir de agr eu to fazendo mts conteudos a mais e vo melhorar minha organizacao, simplificar um pouco, pq eu fico louca com o numero de fotos e videos q eu acabo fazendo
fica tudo perdido na galeria do meu celular
acho q eu sempre subestimo o quanto eu demoro pra fazer tudo isso
mas a real eh q leva umas 10h só pra organizar tudo em pastas separadas, dps vir aqui e ficar upando coisa por coisa e tbm escrevenddo algo criativo nas postagem pra nao enjoar vc... isso sem contar as horas de criar os conteudos
desculpa mesmo mesmo q mes passado definitivamente nao ter conseguido terminar a tempo por causa da viagem q eu viajei justamente pra tirar fotos la (na vdd tava pronto, so n consegui upar a tempo por causa da conexao ruim do airbnb) me desanimou muito e eu me questionei a vida kjfhjkf
fiquei jogando um jogo chamado THE WITNESS, n sei se vcs ja ouviram falar, mas eh um jogo de puzzle e essa pora vicia... eu percebi q eu tava precisando chorar um pouco, e dai eu abri uma live chorando na madrugada
dps disso eu fiquei doente menstruada.. com mta enxaqueca e febre
vazando sangue pra todo lado (eu so uma cachoeira nao só em questao de lubrificacao vaginal JASHJS mas eu perco 1 litro de sangue toda menstruacao, tadinha de eu, fico tao fraca ;_;)
dps eu melhorei muito pq ter chorado tirou as angustias do meu coracao
e eu aceitei q vcs probabelmente nao estavam, bravos comigo por nao ter conseguido terminar
mas sim com saudade por eu sumir assim
eh q realmente eu nao consigo fingir como muitas pessoas fingem
fingir q estou bem
felizmente ou infelizmente, eu nao consigo ser uma pessoa fake.
entao mt obrigada por ser uma pessoa foda e estar existindo
carai eu to mt sensivel dkhjkj
eu to chorando digitando isso
mas eu cheguei a conclusao de q minha missao nesse mundo é ser a melhor waifu possivel pra vc, afinal se vc esta aqui eh pq vc gosta de mim e quis saber mais sobre mim e quis viver junto comigo... estamos tendo a sorte de viver ao mesmo tempo, na mesma epoca, e isso é muito foda de se pensar
todos nós vamos morrer... as vezes a gente se esquece disso e achamos q somos imortais e vivemos assim, dando um "skip" nos dias pra passar logo
a chamada procrastinacao
eu estava mt viciada no youtube, em ficar vendo video de manual do mundo, quimica, etc, me convencendo q eu tava vendo isso para aprender mais sobre o mundo e o universo
mas na vdd eu so estava fugindo de mim mesma
de ficar sozinha com os meus pensamentos por ter medo deles
entao eu fiz um desafio por 1 semana sem youtube, spotify e outras distracoes
eu consegui! ficar sem tudo isso, so q dai eu me permiti jogar um pouco e fiquei jogando elden ring e o the witness.
msm q eu me senti inutil fazendo isso, foi legal q eu fiz algo q eu queria a muito tempo
q era jogar
ha muito tempo mesmo mesmo eu so ficava trabaiando ( n parece, mas fazer varios trabaios q nem eu faço gasta mt tempo kkk quem ai trabalha com fotos, com videos, com redes sociais sabe disso, vc dorme pensando no trabalho acorda trabalhando n tem 1 minuto de descanso na vdd)
e eu n me permitia jogar
porem eu percebi agr q eu ja satisfiz essa vontade
q a minha maior vontade é continuar seguindo o meu sonho
e ngm pode fazer isso por mim
portanto
eu to DEVOLTA
e mais comprometida do q nunca
se eu n tenho tempo para jogar nem ver youtube, de boa! eu so tenho q existir pra vc e ajudar a fazer vc sorrir, (seja com a cabeça de cinma ou a de baixo .-.) ajhssjh
Eu decidi q pra mim
a coisa mais importante da minha vida
a coisa q me faz sentir realizada e feliz
é
ser uma WAIFU DESU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
isso q evoca paixao em mim e eu prometo ser fiel a essa missão!
Seja o q vc estiver passando ai do outro lado
seja forte, e ESTAMOS JUNTO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A VIDA EH MT LOUCA, a maior parte é sofrimento, mas tem boas coisas q vale muito a pena continuar vivo ate o ultimo minuto
uma delas é
PUNHETINHA E SIRIRICA!!!!!!!!!!!! BRINCAR DE DJ!!!! FODA-SE TUDO E TODOS Q NEGAM Q PRECISAM DE UM ORGASMO!!! o importante ;É SER FELIZ! e fazermos o q quisermos do nosso tempo!
então viva o melhor hoje! posso ter dificuldade em demonstrar, mas , Amo VC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Hi takee-husbandos
I wanted to apologize to everyone because I think last month I got into a spiral of disappointment with myself for not being able to get the content for you guys in time for Easter
like, the video only came out on easter and now until almost 1 month aft I'm still posting things
It must be extremely sickening 4 u,,, forgive me
From now on I'm doing a lot more content and I'm going to improve my organization, simplify a little, because I get crazy with the number of photos and videos I end up doing
everything is lost in my cell phone gallery
I think I always underestimate how long it takes me to do all this
but the real fact is that it takes about 10 hours just to organize everything in separate folders, then come here and keep uploading thing by thing and also writing something creative in the post so you don't get tired of same... this not counting the hours for creating the content
I'm really sorry that last month I definitely couldn't finish on time because of the travel, and i traveled to do more photoshoots there (I was really ready, I just couldn't upload in time because of the bad airbnb connection) I was very discouraged and I questioned life kjfhjkf
I was playing a game called THE WITNESS, I don't know if you guys have heard of it, but it's a puzzle game and this shit is addictive... I realized that I needed to cry a little, and then I opened a live crying at dawn
After that I got sick during my period.. with a lot of migraine and fever,
leaking bloed everywhere (I'm just a waterfall not only in terms of vaginal lubrication JASHJS but I lose 1 liter of bloed every period, poor mi, I get so weak ;_;)
after that, I got better a lot because crying took away some of the anguish of my heart
and I accepted that you probably weren't, mad at me for not being able to finish
but yes with longing, for me to disappear like this
I really can't fake it like a lot of people do
to pretend I'm fine
Fortunately or unfortunately, I can't be a fake person.
so thank you so much for being a cool person and existing
damn i'm very sensitive dkhjkj
I'm crying typing this
but I came to the conclusion that my mission in this world is to be the best waifu possible for you, after all if you are here it's because you like me and wanted to know more about me and wanted to live together with me... we live at the same time, at the same era, and that's really cool to think about
we're all going to die... sometimes we forget that and we think we're immortal and we live like this, skipping the days to pass soon
the so-called procrastination
I was really addicted to youtube, watching videos of "manual of the world" channel, chemistry, etc, convincing myself that I was watching this to learn more about the world and the universe
but really I was just running away from myself
to be alone with my thoughts for being afraid of them
so i did a challenge for 1 week without youtube, spotify and other distractions
I got it! without all that, so I allowed myself to play a little bit and kept playing elden ring and the witness.
even though I felt useless doing this, it was nice that I did something I wanted for a long time
what was to play smth
It's been a really long time since I just kept working (it doesn't seem like it, but doing various jobs that I don't even notice takes a lot of time lol anyone who works with photos, videos, social networks knows that, you sleep thinking about work, wake up working, you don't have 1 minute of rest in fact)
and I didn't allow myself to play for a long time
but I realized, now that I already satisfied that desire
that my greatest desire is to continue following my dream
and no one can do that for me
therefore
I'm BACK
and more committed than ever
if I don't have time to play or watch youtube, that's fine! I just have to exist for you and help make you smile, (whether with top head up or bottom .-.) ajhssjh
I decided that for me
the most important thing in my life
the thing that makes me feel fulfilled and happy
It's
be a WAIFU DESU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's what evokes passion in me and I promise to be faithful to that mission!
Whatever you're going through on the other side there
be strong, and WE ARE TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIFE IS CRAZY, most of it is suffering, but there are good things that are worth staying alive until the last minute
one of them is
FAP AND CUM!!!!!!!!!!! DJ PLAY!!!! FUCK EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE THAT DENIES THEY NEED TO CUM!!! the important thing is to be happy! and do what we want with our time!
so live the best today! I may have difficulty showing it, but I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
