Hi y’all First, I want to personally thank each and every ..
🕑 Added 2023-09-13 20:07:51 +0000 UTC
Hi y’all First, I want to personally thank each and every single one of you for staying loyal to me on my OF and supporting me 🙏🏽 it means the absolute world to me. Second, I do want to announce I am currently editing my anal with Dredd and Rory Knox and it will be sent out in your DM this week ♥️ The rest of this is very long and I do not expect you to read it all that’s why I wanted to first announce my drop with Dredd and Rory Knox. But if you do want a better understanding of where I have been you might want to buckle down and read it all :) I’m sure you have been wondering where I have been… I want to be completely transparent. The last few months have been absolutely mentally, physically and spiritually exhausting and draining for me. Between my personal home life, always being there for my family and friends in a lot more ways than one, having bad habits, taking care of 7 cats and a bunny, working nonstop, getting strep throat almost every month since early this year, getting prepared for AVN and Xbiz and down right just forgetting about my overall health. I needed to remember to take care of me. Which wasn’t going to well, obviously. Most of the time I forgot about summer and chose to put everyone and everything before her. That all has taken a toll on me. I didn’t even realize how much stress I was under until my psoriasis flared up, I weighed myself two weeks ago. I am usually between 98-105lbs. I stood on the scale to find out I weighed 90.4lbs. I cracked my rib a few days later. About 5 days ago I said enough is a fuckin nough. Stood up, brushed myself off, looked fear in the eyes and said “let’s go MF” I have been bettering myself little by little everyday since. I quit cigs, I’m eating cleaner than I have in years (so soda, candy, fried foods, fast foods), I have cut toxic people out of my life and distanced myself from others that do not suite my lifestyle or do not bring positivity to my life, I’m reading books again, I’m writing down my feelings, im getting better at setting boundaries, I’m starting to have a routine, I treated myself to a 90 min massage last night for the first time this year. I’m showing myself love 1st before anyone for the first time in at least 11 years So much still to accomplish but I am feeling positive and motivated :) slow and steady wins the race 🫶 Thank you all again ♥️ I straight up have so much love for you guys
