Hey all… I’m working on coming back and getting back to comm..
🕑 Added 2024-03-06 17:19:20 +0000 UTC
Hey all… I’m working on coming back and getting back to commissions. Not out of the woods yet but getting close.
I’ve missed you a ton and the support has been unreal. It’s been super hard going through a breakup where someone genuinely just didn’t like me and I loved them with all my heart. I’m finally having fun with recording audio again and don’t feel judged. I still need to move at the end of this month, so I might be in and out as I have to pack and move and help my kitty be okay with the move too.
To be transparent, it’s not that the person I dated didn’t like that I did all this. It’s that I had zero space for myself and I was discouraged from being myself. He hated when I dressed comfortably, he hated when I didn’t wear thongs, and he pushed me to do things that I wasn’t comfortable with. It made me resent sexuality and I started to apologize for having a libido and felt gross for wanting sex. And then sex itself was degrading and painful— as much as I am a sub, it just made me feel horrible and mixed up about being sexual, which pushed me away from this. My fetishes are still hella weird, and I’m still the submissive girly you know, but I’m a little sensitive about hitting and slapping right now. Plus I know y’all love me being a top anyway lol
