***PERSONAL LIFE UPDATE*** I want to start out by apologizin..
🕑 Added 2022-04-17 02:19:41 +0000 UTC
***PERSONAL LIFE UPDATE*** I want to start out by apologizing for being MIA to post on the feed consistently & not sending out many PPV's the past few months. This channel is like my baby in a lot of ways and I always want to give full transparency into my life to you! I started off the year in Tulum, and made the intention to focus on learning more about my shadow self this year. 2021 was easily one of the most difficult years of my life--the cracks in my family, my relationships, my ego and myself all bubbled to the surfaced and at some points really broke me. I get emotional thinking about all of the pain people who I love really caused me, but sometimes those who know you the best also know what will hurt you the most. It was apparent that I needed to heal unresolved traumas I long ago ignored, forgive the people who hurt me, and focus on my healing to move forward. These past few months I have been doing some really pivotal inner healing work, focusing on my spiritual growth & generally unearthing a lot of patterns of thinking and beliefs I have about the people and the world around us. I've been trying to give compassion & understanding to myself the way I do for others, and focus on my needs Instead of putting others' before my own. I know I had a similar ~MIA~ last year, so I hope you can understand It is not that I don't want to put my all into this platform, it's just that I need to put my all into my growth & healing too. I couldn't be appreciative enough that your support has given me the freedom to work on so much of this, I feel like I am incredibly fortunate to even have the time to dedicate to this process on an ongoing basis. It has unfortunately resulted in me not making new content, because I have been dealing with so many unresolved emotions that I have been unable to put on a happy face and shoot too often. I have a lot of work to do but I'm feeling like now I have the structures and support in place now to really excel personally, and on Onlyfans moving forward. It's amazing what some great books, youtube, journaling, supportive friends, and a therapist can really do for you~Anywho--I finally got a psychiatrist here in Los Angeles and I'm back on ADHD meds, which definitely helps me feel more like myself, and I'm really looking forward to getting back to my content grind. If you read all of this I appreciate you more than you know, if you didn't TLDR; I haven't made content while I work on healing myself but I'm feeling lighter than ever and ready to get back to it
