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Mount rainier did not disappoint, she never does💗 It’s been ..
🕑 Added 2022-09-28 21:53:09 +0000 UTC Mount rainier did not disappoint, she never does💗 It’s been my goal since I moved to the PNW to hike this difficult trail (*high* skyline loop trail, 1900 ft elevation gain and 7k feet in the sky!!) and to see the marmots :’3 I missed the wildflowers, but instead saw the fall color changes beginning 🥹 I want to try to get out on a hike every weekend before any snowfall, I really love how esteem-building it is to keep going when you feel like you’re about to die, and the rush of endorphins and clean air and feeling human. Bliss unmatched. I’ll rant more about my experience on snap, I mostly wanted to post to say I am finally a bit less burnt, I didn’t expect it to take that much out of me, but I haven’t done a hike like that in a LONG time. Plus driving there and back. Plus dieting T_T I told myself I wasn’t making content again until I hit my first fitness/weight goal, and I did it~ Probably won’t hit my second until November, but the consistency I’ve been maintaining gives me so much self-confidence. Doing hard things and sticking to my routines just really makes me love and appreciate my body, which is necessary in order for me to get naked and show ya the goods. I feel incredibly lucky to be able to prioritize that. For so many months I was neglecting my health despite accomplishing my other goals, and it yet again manifested into me feeling like lifeless sludge with no direction, I felt helpless trying to find a way back up and like no one would understand. I’m very lucky to have you guys, most of you have been more supportive/understanding than people I’ve met face to face and interacted with for long periods of time. Someone went as far as to accuse me of not responding to them because I was “too good to respond to smaller creators”. It sucks to be perceived that way, especially when a big part of my inbox anxiety is wanting to give people the best of me, I want to have the space and energy to give them a genuine response and so I save it for that moment, and the moment never comes. Because I had to retrain my thinking entirely. I’m always good enough, any response is better than no response, and I have to trust that people know me *at least* well enough to know I always have good intentions, even if I do happen to be short with them from time to time. Lol speaking of shortness, here I am rambling when I said I wouldn’t!!! My point was uhhhh Nature good for body, which leads to good brain, which leads to good content for you 😽 muah
