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Hii this is kewpie and a little life update! I’ve been menti..
🕑 Added 2023-07-20 16:55:12 +0000 UTC Hii this is kewpie and a little life update! I’ve been mentioning that I’m going through a very hard times lately. I wasn’t planning to share it because I thought I would handle it better, but as you can see I don’t think I’m doing that great of a job at it. I don’t want to go too much into details, as it’s a deeply personal and painful experience that I’m currently enduring. if you’ve faced a similar situation, I’m guessing you’ll understand. Recently, I loss someone incredibly dear to me in an abrupt way, and accepting this loss has been one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. The grief is overwhelming, and it has triggered a host of other issues, such as depression and anxiety. I’m also dealing with burnout, which makes it challenging for me to keep up with my daily schedule and simply live my life. While there are moments when I feel energized and I can stream and chat a lot, there are other times when I’m completely drained, confined to my bed, and just endlessly watching shows as an attempt to escape from my anxious thoughts. Last few days, my coping mechanisms were sleeping and finding some comfort in going to a small farmer’s market I discovered nearby. I watched lots of shows on Netflix to distract myself and bought myself some flowers at the farmer’s market. (small victories, right?) I’ve also had a therapy session with a new therapist and tried to rest, although true recovery seems far from within reach. Despite this, there have been some improvements. My sleep cycle is improving, and I’m trying to eat healthier and maybe even return to the gym! (this one is hard and need your support and encouragements aaaa) I understand this might not be the right platform for sharing such things, but I felt you should know since i haven’t been able to keep some of my obligations:( Also, I am grateful that I have a place where I can open up and present who I am and have people interested in my journey. Because your emotional and financial help is pretty much the only support I have. It made me genuinely feel really good when I saw cheerful messages from some of you. It made me feel like I’m not alone. To be honest, I’m a little worried about sharing this. Part of me feels like I need a long break from everything, but also another part feels like I just need some help to keep going and feel normal again. I started being on here because it was fun and exciting and made me feel appreciated for who I am. And I think a part of my wanted to ask for help so I can feel these emotions again. So, if you wish to help me go through these hard times and bring a little ray of sunshine, it would mean the world, really. Thank you for reading this and being interested in me as a person. I’ll try to do my best to take it one step at a time. I promise!
