Hi. I wanted to check in and see how everyone is doing. To b..
🕑 Added 2021-02-17 00:35:06 +0000 UTC
Hi. I wanted to check in and see how everyone is doing. To be honest, completely honest, I have felt like I have been going through the ringer. I’m battling, grieving, accepting so many things in my personal life: things that need to be released, things that have served their purpose, things that I need to let go. I remind myself that healing isn’t linear, and that this all will lead to something greater than I could ever imagine. 🌊
I share this part of myself because I don’t want you to feel alone. It’s so easy to take a picture and fake a life. So easy for me to come on here, post a photo and go “hehe cuties have a great day!! 🥰” But some days I’m not feeling like that. At all.
There’s a distinct, purposeful reason why I don’t do my hair and makeup for certain videos that I post online. Growing up, I thought that people who looked like supermodels had perfect lives. That fame and status and popularity and beauty would make me happy. News flash: it doesn’t. It starts from the inside.
So I’m good. I’m growing and learning and healing and evolving and changing more and more each day. I move more slowly than others, and y’know what? That’s okay. Life isn’t a race or constant competition with anyone else but yourself. Do what’s best for you 🐢💫
