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Just a quick message to update you all on me. This isn’t me ..
🕑 Added 2021-09-15 05:26:35 +0000 UTC Just a quick message to update you all on me. This isn’t me at the moment. I’ve been absent because I’ve been unwell (I think I got food poisoning five days ago), but also because I’ve been depressed. I’m ashamed to admit it, yuck, even as I write this I’m thinking about not posting it (it is the most unsexy thing to talk about). But I always promote authenticity so here I am. I haven’t felt this depressed for a very long time and I don’t really know why. I can’t bring that smile to my face, I feel drained, want to eat and sleep all day. I don’t want to do my usual daily routines like my walk, gym, work. I can’t work! I’ve been cancelling m33tings, appointments, friend catch ups, & don’t even want to have sex 🥺 . It seems to have come on so suddenly, but when I look back, I think it’s actually been a slow decline over a few months. I feel immense pressure in many different parts of my life, and having to maintain a joyful and sexy appearance online makes it even worse. So, I just wanted to let you know that’s why I’ve been a bit absent on here, that’s why it’s taking longer to respond to messages, I keep missing messages, forgetting to do customs, or just unable to do customs. If you’ve stayed with me, and being patient, you have no idea how much I appreciate you! Thank you. I know I’ll get back to my normal self soon. Love you all xoxoox
