Hi all!
I think it’s a good time for me to do a little writ..
🕑 Added 2023-07-17 08:01:56 +0000 UTC
Hi all!
I think it’s a good time for me to do a little write-up. This is not sexy content and will be different from other OnlyFans content you may see, but this is me, and I run on authenticity.
I’ve been on OnlyFans for just over three weeks! Seems out of this world that it has only been this long, given all the support and “success” so far. I want to keep this theme throughout this post, because it really is your support that has amplified me on this site. Buckle up, it’s a long one.
Where did your support initially come from? Most likely Twitch, or Twitter! And those of you who have been following me for years, are aware that I haven’t been known to post my body, or sexy content. At least it’s not what I am known for. And I totally understand that’s why I am seeing success here, because some of you tell me you’ve been waiting for it! Which is, a compliment (thank you)!
Why did I start OnlyFans?
Being honest, a portion of my self worth dropped to an all time low during my last relationship and after the recent split. I didn’t feel loved, I didn’t feel seen, and I didn’t feel heard. I started to pick at myself “what’s wrong with me?” And other ways that made me feel bad about my image, but also who I am as a person. It’s an awful thing to not be loved in return. It makes you think silly things. But it made me realize, I had some inner work to do.
I felt like coming onto OnlyFans would be one way to help me learn to love myself, through the eyes of others. You. And it truly has helped. I have never felt so beautiful. The money, really is an easy and simple explanation for “this is why I’m doing it!” But it is not the core reason.
I am a solo parent. I am also a business owner, making a video game with employees and creating content like I’ve done for the past 8 years. OF is a way for me to get to know myself better, while also broadening my knowledge and views on sex work.
Being on here has been a treat. I’ve already explained to many of you how empowered I am beginning to feel! At the same time, I am feeling the pressure of showing my nipples, or other nudity. I don’t blame anyone for expressing this to me, their needs and wants with my body. I feel it is only natural! But the more it is requested, the more I am feeling pushed away from why I am here. I don’t think I need to show nudity to feel more empowered. If I wanted to make more money, yes I would go down that route. Money is nice, but how I perceive myself while using this site matters above all. I also know, that not doing nudity doesn’t mean I am less than others who do. It also shouldn’t mean I charge less.
This leads me to an incident I had recently. I had to restrict someone in my country, from messaging me on here. They were nice to start off with, inquired about collabing with me in person, having sex with me in person, and sent unsolicited pictures and videos of their dick. When I denied politely time and time again, they kept pushing past my boundary. In the end I had to restrict them. They then reached out to me on my other social media’s very upset and angry, where I noticed they blocked me. Today I saw my first chargeback, and it was from them. This just showed me that they had an unhealthy view on who I am or who I should be in their eyes.
My safety and boundaries on here should always be respected. As should yours. 98% of you already do this (thank you immensely) and I am sure there will be more to come. But I want to write this as a little reminder that forming parasocial relationships with women online is detrimental to your mental health. I want to provide fun and sexy content that makes you feel good, and makes me feel good at the same time. If our interactions ever make you not feel good, maybe my page is not right for you
