I think... I need to take a break. for a week. from everythi..
🕑 Added 2023-05-09 18:00:00 +0000 UTC
I think... I need to take a break. for a week. from everything. I need to film for yall but I just... for the last month filming has just become more and more stressful and sometimes even straight up painful. It's also stressful not knowing how much my next paycheck will be.
When I started posting, on reddit, it was for fun. There was no OF. it wasn't planned to be a job, not until my partner told me I should start one since I'm getting so much attention. And it went well! I was able to save up enough money to move away from my toxic family.
but I haven't taken a break since August. Not one. And it's stressful. I try to hide just how disabled I am, but I had to order a wheelchair. My fibro is... honestly worse than most. most of the week I'm physically and mentally prepping myself to film and overwork my body.
I think im just experiencing severe burnout from SW and need a break. thank u al for understanding.
