Ok storytime!
I'm feeling a little better today but not out ..
🕑 Added 2022-11-10 16:42:22 +0000 UTC
Ok storytime!
I'm feeling a little better today but not out of the woods yet.
I owe comming out of darkness to @zelirious cause I haven't seen her in a week and I got to give her the best hugs ever yesterday!! (I was trying to remind myself to get a picture but.. of course I forgot, had more important things to do.)
So this past weekend I took a trip down memory lane, back to April this year, when the assault and robbery happened, if you didn't hear, Booper v1.0 got stolen and I ended up in the hospital. I was violently attacked and, well... His head and pawbs were stolen, possibly destroyed permanently? Idk.
Well some people know the story, others don't. I just know there was a convention this past weekend in the city where it all happened, so I went! In hopes to find my old me (poetic no?). And I didn't realize that I was burning on myself so hard, so the beginning of this week, I kinda broke down, I didn't find him and the reality of his disappearance hit me hard.
Plus the reminder, after that situation a group of individuals decided to come after me and try to attack me on the internet, they tried to ruin my credibility and they said a lot of things that were not true. Hateful things, mean and hurtful things.
I'm a pure bean, I only want good things to happen to others and I act out of the goodness of my heart and always try to build a better tommorow and try to make dreams come to life for those around me and myself. If you ever met me in person, I try to be genuine, I think this confuses people and they don't understand how or why, and I truly think people believe that people like me don't exist? Well I do....!
Anyways long story short, I saw my girlfriend last night and we talked, not about anything in particular but the things we said were well needed and broke thru the clouds and shed a ray of light into my dark world of despair. I feel better today than yesterday. And hopefully I can keep this trend going for a few days and I think I'll be back to my good old self.
I must thank my @zelirious your hugs did more than you know and I didn't want to talk about it but... Thank you babe, it was what was really needed to get me thru till I see you next! *Hugs*
And I'm gonna try to start posting again soon!!! I got some stuff in edit... Watch for it soon!! Also huge surprise soon, I don't even have the details but ... Yea big big big !!! Comming soon!!!
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