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Two posts in one day??? Just a quick after shower no makeup ..
🕑 Added 2021-02-11 04:47:41 +0000 UTC Two posts in one day??? Just a quick after shower no makeup selfie :3 huhuuu ✨✨✨Theres some personal stuff in the rest of this post so if u don’t wanna know or it’s tmi please just ignore this post ✨✨✨ cw - acne/pimples/depression/personal stuff u might not care about lol. We’ll be back at our regularly scheduled sexy posts tomorrow xD ~ ~ ~ tbh this isn’t a 100% raw image, part of what’s been getting me down lately is that I’ve been having some pretty terrible acne breakouts, and I was not confident enough to post a no makeup selfie without editing out my acne. I’ve slowly started to become more comfortable with my face and body (I still don’t really like how I look but my battle with that is slowly improving) without excessive editing, or any editing at all sometimes, but it’s just my SKIN. It’s so bad I don’t even want to show my face in public sometimes, and you can still tell my skin is horrible even when I wear makeup. And it’s not just my face either. I’m getting it kind of bad on my back and chest. It’s really, realllly affecting my self image lately. Sometimes I shoot things I don’t want to post JUST because of my acne. It’s driving me absolutely insane and I don’t know what to do. I’m sure my diet is part of it, but the reason I’ve been eating so poorly lately is to save money. I’m trying to build up a savings so I can move out out of my family’s place in the next year, and healthy food is expensive. Lately I’m basically living off of top ramen noodles, Easy Mac, and McDonald’s because with coupons I can sometimes get meals for $4. But it’s soooo unhealthy. Budgeting money for food is such a difficult task dude. I wanna be healthy, but I really wanna move out of this house because it really affects my mental health negatively. On the note of money and stuff, I’m not making this post to beg anybody for money or anything. You guys already do so much to support me and I really really appreciate it 💕 I just wanted to vent and kinda share where I was coming from with certain things that are affecting me emotionally. I’m trying to be more honest about who I am. I don’t want to pretend to be someone I’m not (unless it’s for sexy role play, cosplay or acting) and I want to bring awareness to mental health issues. And if you’re going through something, I want you to know you aren’t alone ❤️ Anyways, does anyone have any advice? Acne tips? Mental health tips? Budgeting? I need all the help I can get lol. If u actually read this and don’t hate me after the fact thank u ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I know not everybody cares about these sort of things but I appreciate that there are some of u who do ☺️
