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I know I post a lot of crafting progress, but I figure I sho..
🕑 Added 2020-12-08 21:34:12 +0000 UTC I know I post a lot of crafting progress, but I figure I should post a couple photos of me crafting. I love learning new things when I’m crafting, especially when the end product looks exactly how I expected it or I make improvements on something I’m struggling with. It’s the best feeling, better than any other kind of high I’ve ever felt. It’s almost never easy, and I definitely make my share of mistakes, but when everything comes together and I can see my vision slowly come to life, it motivates me to keep pushing. I’ve been struggling with my passion for cosplay this year, mainly because I’ve never felt 100% healthy all year at any point, but also because of the roller coaster 2020 has been. It’s hard to want to even get out of bed to do something that consistently makes me happy. I finally kicked myself in the ass though and decided to pursue a project that I honestly initially felt was too difficult for me to attempt, but the more I tried to craft certain parts, the more determined I was to rise up to the challenge and overcome it. Now for the last couple weeks or so, I’ve been going HARD with my projects and I’ve been exhausted, but I couldn’t be happier. I feel like these photos are a good representation of myself right now. Even though my basement is a mess from juggling multiple cosplay projects, cleaning out things in storage and doing an overall remodel, I spend nearly every day there and I’m at peace doing what I love. You can see the dark circles under my eyes, food on my work table, my hectic planner, sewing tools and pins strewn everywhere, jugs of resin, and the chaos of my crafting supplies in the background. Ideally this would be a lot more organized once I’m done with the remodel, but I think all creatives need to live in some kind of “mess” to thrive and be truly happy. I firmly believe in feng shui and having a clean, zen home, but this is probably the only place in my house where I’m happy to have a little chaos. ❤️ (Sorry for the long post, got a little carried away but I really wanted to share since the end of the year is fast approaching and I’m feeling contemplative!)
