not sure if you guys are curious about this stuff, but you g..
🕑 Added 2022-03-02 14:00:34 +0000 UTC
not sure if you guys are curious about this stuff, but you guys know how open i am about everything so here’s a little mental health update
i think i’m gonna go get my nails done w my best friend today….. i’m excited but also SO NERVOUS to have a panic attack. Y’all know how it is with me :’). If you were watching my stream for that little bit last night i ended it because of “computer problems” but actually i felt a panic attack coming on lol. no fun at all especially when i have people watching UGH.
the good news- i’m seeing my doctor today to get back on some old medication i used to take when i first started dealing with ocd/panic disorder so i’m excited for that.
ALSO
I would have NEVER been able to work on my mental health like i do now if i was working my old job. (i was a manager at an eye clinic for 3 years). Nor would i of been able to pay for therapy, or anything like that. I’m so fuckin thankful for this platform and you guys.
anywho please wish me luck today :’)) i really wanna do this and not freak out LOL
