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Thank you all so much for the continuing support when I’ve k..
🕑 Added 2021-06-07 01:58:27 +0000 UTC Thank you all so much for the continuing support when I’ve kind of been rotating between using this account and selling individually, again I’m so sorry for the inconsistent content. This isn’t a diss on you at all, just on porn / sex culture and sexism. The long and short of it is that I can’t do this anymore. I wanted to maybe give some insight/perspective on what this line of work is from a content creators point of view. Taking nudes stopped being sexual immediately, and not long after anything sexual at all became a chore, it was not something for me, it was an act I performed for others. I have wanted to back away from sex work since I started, because it has affected how I see myself so much. I started too early, there were people that followed me on social media just waiting on me to turn 18 so they could buy content, some notable names even purchased prior to that, and being groomed into thinking that was the only way I could cope with being seen as a sex object has fucked me up a lot in the long run. I already always felt very detached from my “female” body as a non-binary person, and it’s even harder to humanize something that you know is a commodity and nothing more. And- if you were assigned female at birth you’ll think “duh”, but I really think some people are not aware- Women see themselves twice, once in their own eyes and then again as the imaginary man through the keyhole. I’m tired of occupationally required to do this, I just want to be able to relax and be myself without having to think about being attractive or attracting customers. I sat here typing a big long paragraph about my art and comedy and how I’m more than just the nudes or whatever but it would be tone deaf to continue talking about myself when you’re here to see me naked
