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I can see a gold halo hugging your crown of curlsWhile black..
I can see a gold halo hugging your crown of curlsWhile black roots of doubt dig into the nape of your neckWhen I reach to pull them outI suddenly lose sight of themAnd my fingers pass through
I know he'd want me to be taken care of and I really have be..
I know he'd want me to be taken care of and I really have been. My friends here are pretty incredible.
Thanks for bearing with me through my un-horny era. I'll get..
Thanks for bearing with me through my un-horny era. I'll get back into it soon. Promise. My Saturn Return is almost over!
I wonder if his family found his OnlyFans account that he fo..
I wonder if his family found his OnlyFans account that he followed me on. I wonder if that's how they kinda knew who I was, or if they knew me we a partner, or a friend, I was too afraid to ask. I haven't checked to see if his account is on here. I don't want to yet.
Either way, I know he's smiling at me. I made his mom smile ..
Either way, I know he's smiling at me. I made his mom smile a lot and she was his idol. I made sure she knew that too.
Lately I've been feeling very heavy, like the weight of his ..
Lately I've been feeling very heavy, like the weight of his loss is hanging off my neck and in the middle of my chest. Is it the loss or is he trying to tell me something?
I've been hiding away and trying to create in the smallest p..
I've been hiding away and trying to create in the smallest possible way just to get through. A bunch of the jewelry I've made has sold which is really cool! I gotta start making more, I guess.
I keep telling myself to just keep breathing, just keep goin..
I keep telling myself to just keep breathing, just keep going forward. Eventually, I'll get on the other side. Everything ends, the good and the bad.
This has been.... Uh ... The worst eclipse season ever? I'd ..
This has been.... Uh ... The worst eclipse season ever? I'd rather have been anyone else other than me this past month. How was yours?
These hippie feet are defrosting y'all
These hippie feet are defrosting y'all
Finally got these other ones edited. Star seems to be a pret..
Finally got these other ones edited. Star seems to be a pretty decent photographer.
Death is the only change that lasts forever But somehow I th..
Death is the only change that lasts forever But somehow I think you'll find a wayTo live forever in the eyesOf those that love you🖤February 2025
Your hands built *wonders*And I'll never shake the feeling o..
Your hands built *wonders*And I'll never shake the feeling of them holding me inside of starsWhile I cried for things I couldn't change
And I guess I'll keep on goingCause you'd want that tooI'll ..
And I guess I'll keep on goingCause you'd want that tooI'll cherish the prints you left on my heartAnd all the little things in my life you touched
And I guess I'll keep on goingCause you'd want that tooI'll ..
And I guess I'll keep on goingCause you'd want that tooI'll cherish the prints you left on my heartAnd all the little things in my life you touched
So I'll throw acid in your graveBecause I know you'd want th..
So I'll throw acid in your graveBecause I know you'd want the worms eating your fleshTo trip balls while doing it
I keep thinking this is a little jokeThat you're going to wa..
I keep thinking this is a little jokeThat you're going to walk through some doorsAnd chuckle your laughBecause nothing deserves to be taken too seriouslyIncluding something as silly as your own life
You had dinner with the Yakuza You stole an idol from a cult..
You had dinner with the Yakuza You stole an idol from a cult!And that's just supposed to be over?I never get to talk to my lover again?
I mean, you were supposed to fall off a mountain in Thailand..
I mean, you were supposed to fall off a mountain in ThailandOr contract an unheard of parasite in South America Not crumple on accident like a flame going out with a slight breeze
I wanted so much more time with youTime to get lost in place..
I wanted so much more time with youTime to get lost in places neither of us knewTime to giggle about special shapesTime to sweat through a bottle of sunscreen and not notice
I asked - I couldn't even see your faceSo I pushed off your ..
I asked - I couldn't even see your faceSo I pushed off your hat and you held meDazzed under dazzling stars in the desert
High as a kite I danced and danced and danced around youAs y..
High as a kite I danced and danced and danced around youAs you laughed like a man I wanted to loveAnd I landed right in front of your mouth
For Jean-Leon MagnottoI remember it so perfectly, that momen..
For Jean-Leon MagnottoI remember it so perfectly, that moment I askedIf I could kiss you
I call this shoot, Pillow Talk
I call this shoot, Pillow Talk
He told me I looked so pretty 🥰
He told me I looked so pretty 🥰
Super moody pics. Excited to share them with y'all. Thank yo..
Super moody pics. Excited to share them with y'all. Thank you for sticking with me through this entire situation. It means so much 🧡
Alright, I got some new photos for y'all. My friend wanted s..
Alright, I got some new photos for y'all. My friend wanted someone to practice taking photos on. ☺️
Here is the obituary for an incredible man, if you'd like to..
Here is the obituary for an incredible man, if you'd like to remember him a little bit with me. Jean-Leon was also the sweetest Dom I'd ever encountered; his catch phrase being, "I'm going to take you apart and put you back together the right way," and he meant it because he was a 2nd degree black belt in Jujitsu. I don't let many people dom me, but he made me feel so safe. He made everyone he met feel safe. I'm honored I got to call him a lover and a partner even though I have to find someone else to go to Asia with...
It's weird not being able to post pics of him on here, maybe..
It's weird not being able to post pics of him on here, maybe I'll link the obituary when his brother releases it and y'all can see how wonderful he was to everyone he knew.
We've come to the end of my scheduled posts and I'm coming a..
We've come to the end of my scheduled posts and I'm coming at you with some grief. I didn't know you were dead when I took these pictures. You would've loved them and the way you could really see the triangle of my underboob. You loved my body and I loved yours. I love you, Jean-Léon. Rest in absolute radicalness.
