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💫 April 2020 💫 This was a spring of major transformation. I..

💫 April 2020 💫 This was a spring of major transformation. It was uncomfortable and unfamiliar, but it was time to learn all over again who I really wanted to be. I was still stuck, I felt like I was being held prisoner to the patterns of my health. But if I'm being honest, this was the most mentally checked out I had ever been in my life, so I don't remember much. I do remember being intensely confused and frustrated, taking it out on tinder as much as I could. Anything to feel beautiful again, because I felt anything but that.

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💫 March 2020 💫 When I think about making great content whil..

💫 March 2020 💫 When I think about making great content while going through bad times... I always think of this day in particular. I just want to share this photo, but this wasn't even the best shot I got that day. A few days afterwards my whole world would be flipped upside down. I had seen it coming, but it was still scary, and I didn't know how I was going to make it through. But I'm a fucking badass. I don't care how bad things are, I'm going to struggle, and I'm going to look hot as fuck doing it.

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💫 February 2020 💫 Some of the greatest photos I've taken h..

💫 February 2020 💫 Some of the greatest photos I've taken have come from the worst of times. This was one of them. I don't talk about my health much, but it's a huge part of me. Everything hit and the world collapsed that year and coincidentally, so did I. The pain was unbearable and doctors quickly proved themselves useless to me. By the time February had hit, I finally found sturdy solace in one thing. Yoga. I've always struggled with my relationship with exercise. It all felt so out of reach and the idea of results wer...

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💫 September 2019 💫 So many pics from the first year, but th..

💫 September 2019 💫 So many pics from the first year, but these ones really hit me. I don't look anything like that anymore. I have lots of intense feelings around my weight, and it's never what people assume. Of course there are changes that I'm glad happened, but overall, I miss this body so much. I didn't know what was coming, but I lost a lot of weight the coming winter, and I still have never put it back on. Looking at old photos like this inspire me, I never appreciated what I had until it was gone.

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💫 July 2019 💫 The beginning of my Only fans! The slow seas..

💫 July 2019 💫 The beginning of my Only fans! The slow season hit me by surprise my first year of camming. Traffic dropped off early June and I didn't anticipate it, so I frantically researched different ways of selling content, and everything pointed to OF. I was relieved, it felt like I could go back to the blog style posting I missed the most about my Tumblr. Porn has always been so personal to me, and having an outlet like this has been the ultimate expression. Of course I've always needed money to survive, and that was alway...

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💫 March 2019 💫 The photo that outed me. When I first starte..

💫 March 2019 💫 The photo that outed me. When I first started cam, I didn't have any dildos. I was always a vibrator girlie, didn't feel like I needed a dildo. I quickly learned that having several types of toys was essential for this work. So as I waited for my new toys to come in the mail, I would go to the grocery store every day, and buy a fresh new cucumber to vioIate. Say what you want, these shows were very popular and I did very well for myself in these times. I had posted some of this content on my abandoned Tumblr, adver...

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💫 February 2019 💫 The beginning of my camming era. At this ..

💫 February 2019 💫 The beginning of my camming era. At this point in time I had an awful retail job, that I hated. My health started to deteriorate, and went undetected, so I had to sacrifice what littIe hours they would give me.. If they would even let me stay home. I didn't entirely understand what was happening, but I knew something needed to change. When the Tumblr ban finally hit, I was scrambling for new platforms to showcase my brand. I tried a few things out, but as soon as my account on stream mate was approved, I was sold. ...

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💫 October 2018 💫 Total dream girl. Too bad I didn't know it..

💫 October 2018 💫 Total dream girl. Too bad I didn't know it yet. For any tumblr users reading, you're probably getting nervous looking at the dates. For those who don't know, Tumblr banned porn in December of 2018. These were my final days posting on that app and I didn't even know it yet.. I'm glad it ended, it was a necessary transition that needed to get me to where I am now. At this point in my life I had moved provinces and lost contact with most of my family. I had no clue the journey of learning I had ahead of ...

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💫 April 2018 💫 Now this photo was during the height of my T..

💫 April 2018 💫 Now this photo was during the height of my Tumblr era. I had just made things official with my guy at the time and I felt on top of the world. It was my first serious relationship, excited was an understatement. Nobody had ever wanted to call me their girlfriend before, so it was a new territory for me, but I loved him very much. At this point in our relationship, every post I made on my blog was either a picture with him or a post where I wrote about him. If you also don't know, I used to market myself as a submissive...

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💫 September 2017 💫 I mentioned last night that I was feelin..

💫 September 2017 💫 I mentioned last night that I was feeling like taking a break for the holidays this year. Instead of just leaving my feed dry for a couple weeks, I might as well post some throwbacks to reminisce on my time in this industry. For anyone who has followed me for a while, you probably know my roots are in Tumblr. I ran a sexy blog for my own entertainment, and I had naturally gathered a decent following when I started posting my own content. I had never felt more like myself on this blog, and that's when I knew I was f...

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