deadpixies posts
yeah, i dunno where my head is at lately but i'm hoping it makes a return soon! i'm definitely not myself lately. Dunno if its the season or what, but it's getting exhausting trying to just wake up and power through each day. I'm okay, overall, powering through. I wish there was a pause button on life though, just want a break from everything. sorry for the rant
spent all day glued to my bed yesterday. just feeling a bit off, stiff and achy today from not moving around. got maybe 3-4 hours of sleep. don't think i went to the kitchen once (ty ubereats lmao) mentally i feel like being reserved & cutting myself off from my phone but i do in fact have to take the time to do my job and get content filmed, i'm just struggling heavily with the motivation to even function at the moment But i COULD use a nice back massage, a hot bath with candles, a shit ton of chocolate, and maybe some SSRIs lmf...














