margokuz posts
it’s been a nice day, and I feel much better than I did yesterday or the day before. a few things that made me happy today: >the herbal tea my family brought from home. I drink it every morning, and it makes me feel warm and comforted. >I got myself a new bullet journal! my old one is nearly full, and I really wanted to pick out a new one here in Bangkok. I found the perfect one, and I’m ridiculously happy about it. can’t wait to start using it tonight! >my whole day was filled with Japanese food. I naturally eat a lot of it when trav...
before march ends, I want to highlight my favorite PPV videos of the month: >a sensual strip in heels and a gorgeous dress >my elf-tomboy video — long, hot, and full of the naughtiest poses >a spicy story video with text, something new I experimented with 🤍 which one did you enjoy the most? #fyp #tiktok #ppv #reels #freevideo #video #tiktokgirl #tease
I felt really low today. I found out that a relative of mine is in critical condition, and it brought up a lot of thoughts I usually push away. I talked with my parents and sister — she's my closest person, and having her support today meant everything. I cried, cried a lot, let myself feel it all. one unexpected thing that made me feel a little better was looking through old notes from my mom and childhood pictures. my sister and I went through them together, and it felt warm, nostalgic, almost healing. I also got myself some japanese...
I experienced an earthquake in Bangkok today. I was in a cafe when the shaking hit. it lasted about 30 seconds, and at first, I thought the cafe was… floating?? it felt like I was on a boat. for a moment, I seriously thought the cafe was on water… or, something like a giant air mattress lol people panicked, ran outside — I followed after a moment. the city after was chaotic — metro stopped, streets blocked, people sitting outside with luggage, evacuations happening. it’s surreal, and the news is full of updates. but I’m safe. hop...
this video is a little different — I tried a text-based story format. no voiceover yet, I’m still unsure about recording my voice, but maybe I’ll experiment with that later. this one is about how my manicure ended up inspiring a whole video. I kept staring at the design and suddenly got an idea… I usually write out stories in captions, but this time, I wanted to bring one directly into the video. I think I want to make more like this. still figuring out the details, but here’s my first try. what do you think? 🖤 #fyp #ppv #egir...
stayed in Bangkok longer than planned and got an idea — what if I made a vlog? a mix of different moments, dressed & undressed, but not rushed like a tiktok, something with more time to enjoy. just a thought for now, but if you’d like to see it, let me know~ and for now, sharing more pics from my last trip #fyp #emo #skinny #androgynous #tomboy #enby #nonbinary #alt #alternative #grunge
okay, so I’ve learned my lesson — sleeping in a coworking space is not for me lol interesting, sure, but once is enough xd now I’m back in a hotel, got some proper sleep, and feeling human again. woke up in the evening and immediately shot a little PPV for you~ the way the golden hour light played on my skin in the bathroom was just too pretty to ignore… check it out in this PPV~🤍 #fyp #skinny #tall #androgynous #tomboy #enby #nonbinary #ppv #freevideo #freevid
had a pretty unique experience — I spent the night in a co-working space. I found a 24/7 spot with nap areas and thought it'd be fun to try sleeping there. some people actually do it, so it’s not exactly forbidden, but… it still felt weird. in the end, I only managed to sleep for two hours because I was too anxious. instead, I spent time doodling, listening to music, and did nothing much.











