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Сontinue sharing my artworks that I haven't posted here before. Honestly, it's a bit hard for me to talk about anything right now. I feel quite closed off in my own imaginary world. For the past few months, I've hardly seen anyone, my social circle has become quite restricted. For a while, this blog helped me, but now even here it's difficult for me to share anything. I really want to break free from this state and open up again here, online. But I feel like it will take some time. I hope you can understand. Thanks to everyo...
Here's another part of my censored Lilith cosplay from Borderlands 2. ❤️By the way, I still have a bunch of photos, but they need some editing. I'm not sure if I want to dive into that right now... Maybe if I do, it'll be a bit later. #fyp #cosplay #geekgirl #altgirl #cosplaygirl #alternative #shorthair #petite #redhead #20
A little spoiler of my new cosplay, organized completely spontaneously, literally in just a couple of days. Recently, I dyed my hair, and almost immediately after, I received a custom request for a Lilith cosplay (from Borderlands 2). On the same day, I went on a hunt for materials for the look: top, new shoes, false eyelashes, brushes for bodypaint, a toy gun, fishnet stockings... pretty much the full kit. I decided to shoot the set the next day. I put effort into the makeup, applied false lashes for the first time, did a hairstyle that more...
My day started with a tropical rain. Usually, I'm quite afraid to ride a bike in the rain, it seems dangerous. But today, the downpour came so suddenly that I didn't have time to cancel the ride. So off I went, no umbrella, no raincoat. Just me, the bike, speed... and those sharp raindrops slashing my face, blurring my glasses. A mix of adrenaline and romance, huh. 🤍I managed to snap a picture of my look before the rain kicked in. So love today's style. #fyp #alternative #altgirl #egirl #tomboy #nonbinary #20 #daddysgirl #pet...
Today, I woke up exceptionally early, and it was due to a restless night's sleep. I really didn't feel like diving into the online world and share anything here. However, things seem a bit better now. I managed to find the strength to share what happened, and I see this as a small personal victory. On a positive note, my new wig for cosplay arrived. At first, I hesitated to even unbox it. Then I thought, 'Let me just try it on for size.' To my surprise, I spontaneously put together a photo set that I find incredibly appealing. ...
Today, something extraordinary happened - I decided to tidy up. Actually, I really dislike spending my time and energy on cleaning. I've even thought about possibly hiring a cleaning company someday, but the idea of entrusting my home to strangers seems quite uncertain. For now... well, for now, I'm just trying to manage on my own🥲 I hope cleaning isn't a problem for you, and at the very least, it's not a source of suffering. (…new hot pics are here btw, hope to get your likes💕) #fyp #kawaii #anime #cutie #selfie #alt...
You know, even though now I live in Thailand, it's like somewhere in my thoughts I still feel autumn. But there's no autumn here, not at all. All that exists here is the rainy season, and even that is quite different from tipical autumn rains - just a brief shower once a day and temperatures of around 30 degrees. I think because of my long life in Russia, I've developed this pattern associating autumn with apathy, depression, and sadness. And for some reason, this pattern keeps creeping into my current reality, where there's no ...
My Interpretation of a magical Melody 💕 I've edited only these two photos for now. The day started early and turned out to be quite eventful, so I'll find the energy for further editing later, after a good night's sleep. As for today... I woke up at 4 in the morning to watch the sunrise. I prepared a delicious breakfast and took care of some chores. Later, I had a full photoshoot (at home) and did some gym training. Then, I started watching a new anime called 'Serial Experiments Lain'. It's interesting and intriguin...
September Recap🤍 This September was filled with exciting milestones and new adventures: - Celebrated one year on Boosty! - Decided to change my hair color. - Start trying both pole dancing and aerial gymnastics. - Established a routine of creating content for both my Russian and international audience. - Rediscovered the joy of reading through an engaging audiobook after a long hiatus. - Completed the anime "Insomniacs after school" and delved into "Devilman Crybaby" and "Zom 100: Bucket List of the Dead". - Took a ...
Recently, someone asked me what I do when I'm bored, and it got me thinking. Honestly, I almost never get truly bored. There's usually something I need to do, like work, chores or other daily tasks. And if I do get a bit tired of one thing, I just switch to something else. But let's imagine for a moment that I really have nothing pressing to do. What would I do? First, there's creativity. I draw, shoot and edit videos, create vibrant make-up looks, come up with different styles and take photos. I think it's this creative s...
Good evening, lovelies💕 Today, I wasn't feeling quite myself during the day, probably due to tiredness from the long journey. I didn't even have the energy to show up here :( I did some work and then, after lunch, I just crashed into a nap. It seems like my body needed some rest. When I woke up, I decided I wanted to literally run away from stress, so I headed to the gym. 30 minutes on the treadmill and some stretching - it might not sound like much, but it helped me get distracted and feel a bit better. What else made me happy t...
I actually had an underwater photoshoot before... Though it was in a special underwater studio, with a professional photographer, equipment, and partially artistic nudity. Recently, we tried to shoot an underwater set here, in Thailand. But the conditions are completely different. Shooting artistic nudes on an open beach is not really an option due to the blazing sun, so the time for shooting is severely limited. What is more, Instead of a professional camera, we only had a phone and an underwater case. Despite all of the above, the impressio...
Wanna share a bit about my past interests and hobbies. During my school years, I was involved in a wide range of activities - clubs, extra classes, interest-based groups. The list was extensive... Rock climbing, karate, book clubs, ballroom dancing, contemporary dance (hip-hop and jazz-funk), folk dancing, historical dances, acting classes, art school, wakeboarding, sewing and crafts, various forms of painting... I tried a lot, and this is just a fraction. Looking back, I'm amazed at how I managed to find time and energy for it all. In ...
Yesterday, I ventured from Thailand to Laos to extend my visa. I chose a car journey over a flight, finding it calmer and quicker. During the journey, I found it challenging to process visual information, like films, anime or books, so I listened to audiobooks and played some kind of word games with fellow travelers. It was fun, and the road turned out to be quite comfortable. This morning, our group crossed the border, and I lost internet access until the hotel. A sleepless night left me feeling incredibly tired, almost fainting in the docum...
A bit about my model experience. I dreamt of being a designer and a model from my teenage years. The latter felt unattainable due to insecurities about beauty standards. Behind every photo I took, doubts and clumsy Photoshopping loomed. Then came my first TFP shoot at 13, an elf-themed concept I developed with a photographer I'd met at an event. I was nervous, so I brought my Mom with me to help and support. There were occasional TFP projects in my hometown, but things really took off after my move to Moscow. Despite a slow start, I consi...
