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I feel like I’ve been working less these past few days, and I don’t like it. it’s like I have less energy, and while I’m trying to rest and not feel guilty about it, finding the right balance is still really tough. so… today I went back to planning, but this time based on time. I made a list of tasks I need to do daily, how much time I should spend on them, and stuff like that. planning always calms me down, helps me organize the chaos in my mind, and gives me a sense of purpose. it really helped me again today. I hope to get back to...
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♡my weekly recap♡ oct 7 my bestie and I swapped clothes, and now I have more interesting pieces for my outfits! oct 8 I tried on a new white dress and black bodysuit from my bestie, and I love how they look on me :3 oct 9 I walked a lot, it helps me feel better when I’m sad. outfit with little black dress makes me happier too~ oct 10 crazy day! I walked 33k steps!! it was raining in the morning while I was walking home, and I realized I only love rain when I’m indoors :) oct 11 cozy baggy outfit for the first part of the day. later...
♡my weekly recap♡ oct 7 no vids, but my bestie and I swapped clothes, and now I have more interesting pieces for my outfits! oct 8 I tried on a new white dress and black bodysuit from my bestie, and I love how they look on me :3 (1 vid) oct 9 I walked a lot, it helps me feel better when I’m sad. outfit with little black dress makes me happier too~ (1 vid) oct 10 crazy day! I walked 33k steps!! it was raining in the morning while I was walking home, and I realized I only love rain when I’m indoors :) (1 vid) oct 11 cozy baggy outfit...
today I went to the mall in a gothic outfit — it was a cute and fun day, and I felt great. later in the evening, I decided to go for a swim in the outdoor pool for the first time in a while, but it was unexpectedly cold and uncomfortable. I couldn’t swim for long, so to warm up, I decided to try the sauna for the first time, but realized it’s not for me :( I started to panic and got really anxious because I had a hard time breathing in there. I know it's supposed to be normal, but for me it was mostly stressful and disappointing… I...
now it’s my fav dress!! it’s so gothic, and so beautiful, I love it soooo much :3 my today’s outfit with this dress is a bit unusual for Thailand, so I see many people around looking at me… and it doesn’t make me uncomfortable^^ #fyp #grunge #goth #altgirl #alternative #tiktok #gothgirl #animegirl #anime #skinny
I’ve been feeling the weight of autumn melancholy too. my energy feels even lower than usual. I try to keep myself busy, but inspiration comes in waves, lifting me up and then suddenly dropping me back down. keeping a journal has been helpful, focusing on the good things and reminding myself to keep moving, even if it's just basic tasks like cleaning or washing dishes. I've been reading and drawing a lot too — it helps. I’m really feeling the lack of live interactions though, and I’m not sure how to handle it yet. I talk to my s...
🤍morning energy, morning vibes🤍 I looove this video!! I made it in summer but publish here only now, because the preview wasn’t ready, I edited it just today. I hope you’ll enjoy it!! I made two videos from one, for different subscription tiers I mean, so you can choose how explicit video you want to see >
my weekly recap ♡ sep 30 no vids this day ‘wake me up when september ends’ oct 1 I attended lesson at language school and went to the beach after my class (free vid), very good day!! oct 2 cute outfit with my new glasses (ppv vid), language school lesson, reading at home, and creating custom content (ppv vid) oct 3 pedicure plus new hair color (free vid), so happy with all these changes^^ oct 4 I spent too much time trying to create an outfit for my evening walk, as a result I dumped all the things out of the closet and put them back...
recent days my sleeping schedule was terrible, I slept two or three times daily for about three hours each time. and… today was first day when I finally slept enough, about 8 hours! so happy and alive haha just a fact about me: I can’t fall asleep without music. for sleeping I love music from studio ghibli movies, or soundtracks from genshin impact. reading also helps me to sleep, now I’m still reading book called ‘The Gray House’. love it. #fyp #bluehair #enby #nonbinary #selfie #babyface #anime #booty
