margokuz posts
late night. 2am. I randomly filmed a little talking video in english. my eyes were tired and still hurt after the cleaning day, so I did the tea compress for eye, and… while resting, I listened to a podcast about learning english by yourself. it got me so motivated that I jumped up and filmed this speaking video without thinking too much. it’s almost 6 minutes long, no edits, just me, just trying lol and… I’d love to keep practicing, so if anything comes to your mind, feel free to send me your speaking topic ideas >
it’s been a full week, but a good one. some things that made me happy: >finally started turning my new room into home. deep-cleaned everything and bought a bunch of cozy things — bedsheets, boxes, mirror, tower fan…. all that good stuff. >got my student visa! so I can stay another year in Thailand, which makes me feel calm and grateful. >booked a new tattoo session with a local thai artist. won’t tell you the design yet, but it’s happening mid-july. >I got back to posting on tiktok more regularly, and it actually makes me happy. a...
maybe it’s strange to talk about this here, but I just want to share lol I cleaned my bathroom really well — like, really deep cleaned it. but I guess I overdid it with the cleaning sprays, because now I’ve had a runny nose and red eyes for three days. the eyes look kinda cool though… but the experience is not cool at all :c
I finally sorted through and finished editing my recent clown set! I hadn’t shared it yet — the day I took the photos was so busy, and I was completely worn out by evening. still, I sat down to edit, and… yeah, fell asleep with the screen glowing in my face. next morning was fixing everything, haha but I’m happy with the final result. love the look, love the colors, the vibe, all of it. …just wish I didn’t run out of energy like this. being a robot sounds kinda convenient sometimes. #fyp #clown #clowngirl #goth #altgirl #alterna...
no workout today. I felt too sleepy and weak. also was hungry half the day — and kinda mad because of it lol I did take new pics though! I’ll show you soon~ right now a lot of my energy goes into documents and other important things. visa stuff, apartment stuff. but it doesn’t really feel like being “grown-up”. just doing what needs to be done, one thing at a time. well… I think I’m doing okay. just don’t want to skip my next workout x) #fyp #tattooed #tattoo #emo #altgirl #alternative #goth #egirl #punk #freak
I’m not sure if I told you, but recently I checked my vision, and it’s worse than before :c maybe from too much time in lenses… I’m not sure. I considered getting laser surgery, but I’ll wait a bit. it seems expensive here. instead, I got two types of lenses: clear ones that are perfect, and black ones that are slightly weaker. and… I already lost one clear lens lol so, now I’m just wearing the black ones. they are a little weaker, but I still enjoying them :3 #fyp #emo #goth #altgirl #alternative #bikini #elf #tattooed #tatt...
I’m back home in Thailand! border crossing went fast this time, I was surprised. they called my name first, which made me a little nervous, but it was all fine in the end. a few more hours until I reach my apartment and finally rest… and since I heard photos are being seen in FYP more again, here’s a new set to share ♡ #fyp #outdoor #outdoors #bodysuit #skirt #stockings #altgirl #emo
after sunset… I found myself walking to the sea. it was night already, and the beach was completely empty — so peaceful. I didn’t wear my new modest swimsuit this time, but chose a bikini I usually save for photos. since no one was around, it felt okay. I didn’t go in fully — just got my legs wet, played with the waves a bit, and took some photos~ it was windy and cool, but I felt warm. posing for pictures always heats me up, even in the cold. maybe… weird, lol the photos turned out so atmospheric, and… I felt really happy wit...
I’ve been dreaming about getting back into tattooing lately. not right away, but maybe someday I’ll buy a tattoo machine again… I tried it a few years ago and tattooed my sister and a friend. it was cool, and I’ve always wanted to see my drawings turned into real tattoos. also, random idea: what if I made an art piece out of a dildo….. covered in tattoos? not sure I’ll actually do it, but it made me laugh to imagine xd #fyp #tattooed #tattoo #emo #altgirl #thepose #goth #smallbutt #smallass #piercing






















