Bigyoni95 posts
Hey everyone, I'm sorry I haven't been active. What happened to my friend has really upset me, I'm trying to process it and deal with it but its complicated and it's really hurt me. I can't explain all the details but I had a bit of a panic attack yesterday trying to deal with the emotions it's caused me. Sorry again for this, will try and pull myself together a little bit. π
Hey π so I've had quite a overwhelming day with a suicide scare from my friend. They are OK, but emotionally everyone is pretty beat. I was gonna do a sexy insertion tonight, just a little slow anal but I don't feel up for it at all. Might take a selfie later when my red eyes disappear. Big snugs x
I can't tell you how much saner I feel since I changed my contraception (stopped my periods completely apart from the odd day while it sinks with my body) I was literally going insane every 3 weeks. I would get into a routine of exercise, doing videos, doing my art, and then BAM! Week three I'd get hormonal depression and stop looking after myself and stop feeling sexy so unable to make content and then cause a load of anxiety because this is how I make my money. Now I feel so much more like myself, I can't belive actually how...

















